We all live in a void, a huge empty existence without seemingly any purpose.
Have you ever asked yourself the question,
“Is this it, is this all there is to life”.
Life itself seems to have no real meaning other than to be born as a baby, to get through the awkwardness of youth, the responsibilities of middle age, and with all the aches and pains of old age.
It appears empty and without real meaning.
We lurch through the stages of life, filling up this void with pleasures of the moment.
We try to fill this inner void with socially acceptable entertainment that is applicable to the age we are at the time.
We are suffering from an inner emptiness to fill our lack of understanding and frustration.
When we are born, the first thing we feel is a field of negativity, a field of repression, this we get this from our parents.
We understand the fear and worry that is in them and begin to adapt to accept it.
As small kids we play, and use our imagination to fulfill our fantasies but for all too short a period of time, before toys determine again who we become, guns for the boys and dolls and prams for the girls.
However even as a child social pressures restrict us from being the free thinker we would like to be and we quickly become isolated and bullied if we do not act in the same way as the others.
Individuality is already being constricted and we adapt to conform to the norm.
Conformity is again the norm when we hit school and education lays down strict guidelines of how we should think and behave right from nursery school and worse still, what we should learn.
School is nothing more than a breeding ground of conformity, step outside the boundaries and you are immediately held back and punished accordingly.
Conformity and religion is drummed into us right from the first pre-nursery picture books, through nursery and senior school, and religious conformity carries on right through adult life.
The fear of stepping outside of these moral and social boundaries is very well seated by the time we leave school.
Please remember that we are only taught the religion or moral conditioning of the area or state that we happen to be born in to, thereby already creating a division by the assumption that we are right and everyone else with differing views is wrong, which has been the source of all wars, with religion being the major cause.
Without any of the arguments whether these moral values are right or wrong, the fear and restrictions imposed on us is obviously more diabolic, than spiritual in any way.
Any individuality has been stamped upon and we become good, very well conditioned members of the single society we happen to live in.
Already any free thinking we may have had will already have to fight its way out of a well constructed wall of diabolic moral and social boundaries that have been forced on us and have had to learn from childhood.
The void of emptiness is already deeply implanted.
This social and religious implantation would have a little more credibility if there was an understood and universally accepted standard throughout the world, but this is so obviously not the case as it is now the major cause of contention throughout the world.
The differences teachings of our cultures only act as a divisive element and have helped to create the chaos we live in now.
How can we call ourselves civilised when we live in a culture that tells us we are right and they are wrong, a culture that still exists on those that have, and those that do not.
Greed
Greed is still king, and pays off, while to be meek (poor), is simply a sign of weakness.
If there is one thing I would take from the Bible, is the phrase, “The meek shall inherit the Earth”
This is so true, but not in the way we have been taught or in a way that we can readily understand. Inheriting does not mean to inherit worldly goods, but a greater understanding of how to live in harmony, of who we are, and a mental and physical progression leading to a spiritual awareness and awakening that is currently beyond our reach, but in our unconscious minds we know is there.
We have reached a time in our history where social and moral conditioning is at epic proportions.
The truth is that we are being controlled in every aspect of life
Our problem is that we are so used to be totally controlled that we do not realise it.
We are so confined in our little box that we simply could not comprehend life outside it.
This conditioning and control is the cause of the void we have inside that eats at us, every single one of us.
It is an emptiness of purpose, an inner understanding that something is very wrong with the way we are running our lives.
The bible is part wrong and part right, it has been re-written so many times, that one has to be so careful what is worthwhile and what isn’t, it has been rewritten partly to control us, bits added or taken out, so that some meanings have been totally reversed.
It was once a great book, of that there is no doubt in my mind, but it has fallen into the wrong hands so many times and it’s interpretation is now somewhat dubious to say the least.
So to use a religious term, how does this void or emptiness in us “manifest” in us today.
Firstly it leaves us with an empty feeling, a sense of no purpose to us or to life.
We all recognise it once it is pointed out, but we do not know what causes it or how to quench it, so we try short term solutions to try and satisfy its hunger.
This emptiness is caused by knowing that there must be more, but not knowing what it is, after all, our religion in the west tells us to fear the unknown, and that to communicate with the dead is of course evil, strange that since the dead often include our parents and loved ones, have they changed character so much that it is now dangerous and evil to communicate with them?
It is also caused by knowing there is more to life than just survival and existence, we can feel the wrong without knowing exactly what is wrong.
But above all, we have an inbuilt intuition, which is being stifled, it is as though our instincts have been subdued, but not totally whittled away completely and it is what remains of our intuition that is telling us that there is more to life and alerting us to this void in our lives.
Very few of us have real goals of any worth, financial goals perhaps, but the emptiness will still remain even with wealth. It appears that whatever we do our subconscious is telling us that we are missing something very profound.
As I explain later we are rapidly approaching a crossroads in our existence, all the signs are there if you look the environment for one is showing that we are at a critical stage, social and financial chaos is rife, and there seems no answer to it all.
The change is not applies to the earth, it applies to everything on it, in humans the change is more mental than physical, but we are picking up on it, even if we are just picking up on the chaos around us.
We are looking deeper at our lives, and our intuition is growing, or more precisely coming back and therefore the void of emptiness is become stronger and stronger.
I will not go into what is causing these changes at this stage as I write about it in depth later on, but it should be pointed out that the top authoritarians know all about it, but for reasons I will also go into later, are not informing the public anywhere about it, one could say, sarcastically, it is probably for reasons of National security, but that should read for there own greed and security.
At this stage, please just take it that our intuition and sensitivity is increasing rapidly, compounding our discontent and increasing this sense of being in a void.
Well we all need some satisfaction in life somewhere, and to fill this (ever increasing) void we try to satisfy ourselves with short term goals that unfortunately do not satisfy anyone.
These goals lead us down socially acceptable paths and some not so acceptable.
Often we end up seeking religion, which was part of the cause of it in the first place, but we get some satisfaction from taking a few minutes a day, thinking about others and feeling that we are doing something, and of course, feeling that we are closer to God.
Others rebel, and find some sort of answer by trying to break the mould and be different, this rebellious foray often leads to trouble with the police, or perhaps with an addiction, drugs or alcohol being the main common ones.
Drinking is socially acceptable amongst the young particularly, it is another way to forget our troubles and fill the void without being too rebellious, a sort of halfway rebellion but still in the confines of respectability, still in our box.
Sex is another short term fix, socially respectable again, unless it becomes a part addiction, which it does to many, it’s importance is enormous at a certain stage of our life, but it is often a way of filling our void, no pun intended.
The young today are especially vulnerable, from glue sniffing to knives on the street and gang warfare, they are trying to find their own identity, trying to be something, but nearly always in the wrong ways, but they are trying to fill this void without knowing what it is they are really after in the absence of information.
It is not that people are not stupid in acting the way they do, and it may be the case that the worst rebels are simply more aware of there own sensitivity and find the social values and morals of life that bit more strange and therefore less unacceptable than the majority.
Equally what is intelligence, if it is defined as according to the current educational system, then it is fundamentally flawed.
There are some genius’s out there in one subject that interests them, who are very mundane indeed in other subjects.
The current attitude was summed up by a science teacher, when commenting about my son, she told me he was a daydreamer and sometimes inattentive and therefore would not allow him to do a course he really wanted to do,
Okay, I could see that his daydreaming could be annoying, but considering that in others subjects teachers went out of their way to say that his behaviour and attitude in class were exemplary, and also that science was a subject that he personally really wanted to take further, it told me one thing.
That my son found science very interesting, interesting enough to daydream about the possibilities within science.
All his writing, which is expansive and unusual at his age, is all based on science fiction which he loves, to me he would make an excellent scientist, one that would explore boundaries with an open and intelligent mind who has been penalised because he daydreams regarding the subject.
I am certain that Einstein, Tesla and Reich, all found daydreaming an essential tool in obtaining their findings, in science daydreaming should be seen as an attribute and a requirement.
My son was out of the box of convention in the above case, but good for him, I believe however that perhaps he is better off without being shown what other scientists believe, he is free now and interested in the subject enough to come up with his own more radical conclusions, rather than having somebody elses findings restricting him.
I myself write from the hip, having myself suffered from the educational system that I did not conform to, but if I have a strong belief in something, I will go for it, unrestricted, which is something I personally value highly.
I personally write poetry, but hate reading others, it is just a release of expression at that time, some of it out of frustration, some out of out of the warmest feelings imaginable, but it helps me to move on.
My writing here, is mainly out of frustration for I see so much that is wrong, I write so that others can consider the rights and wrongs of my views, for there are always many sides, nobody will think quite the same, for we are all individuals, each with different experiences in life that will automatically alter your judgement of my writing.
I do not expect, or would want everyone to agree, but I do hope that some of the wrongs in life that I point out, begin in some way to open up the minds of the reader and hopefully help to fill in some of the gaps in our inner void.
We need free minds, open and rebellious minds, but the educational system subdues free and open thinking. Of course we cant cater for all in our educational system, but we can in normal life, and we should listen to all views, with an open mind, for a lot of what I have to say later, although it will shock many of you, does have a strong element of truth in it.
I know it will shock some of you, because it shocked myself, and it took a long time for me to come to terms with the fact, that reality is a lot stranger, and certainly more bizarre than fiction, but is that surprising, is fiction is only written by people who are in a box, in a void themselves, and have found it difficult to see outside the box.
I will explain later that fiction is itself controlled, allowing us through films and books, a little glimpse into the true reality, perhaps in a way, it is a simple way of preparing us.
Recognising The Void
It is perhaps important to recognise this void within us, before we can do anything about it.
We are like a half empty carcass without an identity, we are all part of the same unit, but each has a part to play, and each of us is a part of the overall jigsaw puzzle.
The void is caused by a lack of understanding, a lack of feeling that we are part of it all, or have any importance or worth.
Every individual soul has a voice of one sort or another, and we will use it.
It does not matter when, for even if you are the last to wake up to what life is really about, or the first, or somewhere in the middle, you have the same importance.
We all have to change, the earth will not sustain our current lack of respect to it for much longer, and at the same time, it will not allow us to do so.
But this is not a threat,
Humans are a tiny insignificant part of earth’s history, and an even more infinitesimal part of the galaxy, but we are part of it, and therefore important.
Equally, each individual soul is important, and in recognizing that, we will feel part of the whole.
You are so very insignificant, but at the same time, you are great, with hidden individual talents that you never knew you had, and each has a tiny, but important part to play.
The void we are feeling is emptiness, but we will soon be swept along in a tide of change, that the earth and all things on it will feel, along with other members of our galaxy.
Science is already telling us that change is rapidly coming, the facts are there for all to see if we look ourselves, but do not be put off by what we are being told in the news, for that is not the whole truth, as we know if we trust our intuition.
Our hidden sensitivity is becoming unraveled, as is, in a natural way, many injustices that we have seen.
Change is already here, for reasons mentioned later on, just let it happen.
Some of these changes can be born out by science, others by natural events; they are all one and the same.
We have reached a crisis point, we are at a time when very little makes sense anymore, and life itself seems to have little value, we are in a state of flux and quandary, but this alone should tell us that things are about to change.
Look at nature, look at the winds, look at the anger and frustration all around us, we have already passed the point of no return, so change is absolute and final.
Life exists and always will, there is no reason to dispute that, science itself proves that you can’t kill energy, it never dies or diminishes, but it does change frequency.
Man, along with all other life forms will elevate its frequency, and is doing so, hence the void we feel inside us.
It is a transition, just like the burning of copper into a blue flame, the energy is still there, and of the same intensity, but the appearance changes.
If that seems a little dramatic, it is, our own changes are far more subtle, and we will cope with it, but the changes however are going to disorientate us, and at times, we will wonder what on earth is happening, literally.
We have reached a point in our existence when the side effects of prescribed drugs are nearly as dangerous as the original problem and non prescribed drugs like fluoride and aspartame are being force fed into us, and messing up the minds of the young in particular, and as we create more and more unbalanced minds, society’s tolerance to mental health problems is still appalling and will become a bigger and bigger problem.
So lets not fool ourselves, even if we are not being told the truth by the authorities, we know how bad things are, and we feel the emptiness of life increasingly, without realising what exactly is causing it.
It is mostly frustration, at not being told what is increasingly obvious, and that is that something is going on, despite a load of government disinformation.
The drug addicts, the quick fix sexual antics, the need for booze, the rebel on the street are all fueled by the same thing, an frustration and is similar to the way my dog behaves when he is frustrated.
If I leave my dog behind in the car and go and by a paper or milk, by the time I get back he has ripped up any plastic bag that I often have in the car to shreds, if I leave the house and say “stay”, as soon as the door is shut he grabs a toy and tries to ‘kill’ it by shaking it. Both of his acts are caused by frustration, frustration at being told not to do something, and secondly at not understanding why he can’t.
His actions are similar to the way a frustrated youth behaves.
However if I could explain to my dog exactly what I am doing in a way that he could understand, I am sure he would be as good as gold and it is the same with the youth, if he was told the truth about what is going on and what is being done about it, he would understand and might well concentrate his energies differently, perhaps even into helping.
But all we are increasingly hearing are denials, and if anyone gets remotely near the truth, a stream of so called experts come on TV and ridicules the idea, but they are looking more and more ridiculous themselves.
The young have so much unbridled energy that they need a release, even if it is a quick fix solution, but there is another way.
If the truth were told to them, which hopefully it is slowly, but with no help from any government, they would rise to the occasion and find fulfillment.
We should applaud the young and their rebelliousness, as at least they are showing by there rebellion that they partially understand that things are so wrong, even if their acts of rebellion are misdirected.
I would rather see somebody awakening and being rebellious, than seeing someone sitting back, and muttering to themselves how bad things are, or someone oblivious to the fact that anything is wrong at all.
We do have something to learn here from the young and the rebellious, for they are worth listening to.
Our lives are empty; mostly because we do not have the understanding or knowledge, we do not the bits of the jigsaw as we were never told them, in fact we have been deliberately mislead which is what most of my later writing is about.
We live in a misconception of the truth and it does not make sense to us, hence the void.
We are frustrated, restricted and contained within walls that do not exist, and yet we see them as real, perhaps unsurprisingly as they were implanted into mankind many thousands of years ago.
Mankind is so lost in its own mistaken identity, its own misconception of what is the truth.
Bit by bit, I will endeavor to answer at least some of the queries you may have, and explain the level of control and the level of deceit that we are still being subjected to.
I will also go into why the level of control is increasing and reaching bizarre proportions beyond a human’s comprehension almost, but not quite.
At first, I believe we should look at ourselves, and how we work, and more about the highly important spiritual side of us, for that and it may come as a surprise to many of us, is the key.
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